Denial

Rating: PG

Spoilers : TINH

Category :  Scully POV. Angst.

Summary: I’ve just seen your ghost in my motel room.

Disclaimer : Not mine, CC own them.

Author’s notes : Written for The Different POV Haven 155 words challenge.

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I’m walking toward Walter and Agent Doggett. I can see a body behind them. I’ve just seen your ghost in my motel room and I’m dreading to discover the truth that lay in that field.  

I am asking them how bad you are hurt, grasping tightly to the thin hope to find you unharmed. Doggett tries to stop me. Can’t he understand how much I need to see you?

How much I need to touch you? How much I need to hear your voice?  

You are there on the cold ground. I kneel beside you, caressing your grey skin and trying to find a pulse. It can’t be. You can’t be dead. You will open your eyes and crack a bad joke.  

It can’t be. I’m standing. I need Jeremiah. He will cure you and we will be together again to share the miracle growing inside my womb.  

I start running, my hand protectively on my belly, sure I will find a way to have you back.  

It will not end like this, not after all we got through. I’ll make sure of it.  

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