She called me Fox

Title : She called me Fox.
Author : wildafox0619
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Rating: PG
Spoilers: Tooms
Disclaimer : Not mine. CC and 1013 own them 
Summary : a companion-piece of my vignette "He called me Dana"
Author's notes : Written for Haven155 words –POV Challenge.

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She called me Fox. I can't let her do that: it's too personal.
I don't want to be that close to her and losing my focus on my 
quest. I haven't the right to fall in love.


She called me Fox with that sexy voice, giving me goose bumps 
everywhere. I  love the tone she used to utter my first name and I 
don't want to love it. I can't let my guard down around her. I know 
I will be lost if I let my feelings for her take control.

She called me Fox as I had imagined she would do. Yes, I have a lot 
of fantasies involving us, sexual ones where she cries out Fox while 
coming under my ministrations.

She can't call me Fox and I invent a tale about my parents calling 
me Mulder. I tell her to forget my first name and I know I've hurt 
her feelings. But now is not the time to become closer. Someday. 
Soon.



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